As I listened to the "Personal Best" hypnosis file, a mixture of pleasure in fantasy submission and energy for real-life motivation, Goddess Trix led me through some painful soul areas, sensitive shadow lands because I have--as long as I can remember--struggled with rejection and failure, being a closet over-achiever. Yesterday, I almost gave up on making a hypnosis video (prompted by her lovely Tic Toc message on X) but a soft energy came over me at the right moment. I feel the fear and resistance at the prospects of trying again, but have taken the first steps of picking out some tarot cards for trance, will make an outline as I did the first time, and listen to this file again. I did not promise to make another video. I know that I often feel I could do anything for Goddess but also know violating myself is fruitless.
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