Goddess
The embodiment of the divine feminine,
a direct channel of the Empress, who shines on me with warmth and love, whose words fill me as my own thoughts and deepest held beliefs, who I love, adore, worship, and obey... Who takes me into deepest darkness, the primal depths pf pleasure, taking more of my mind, making me want to give more, serve more, devote more... Who gives access to eternity through endless loops of pleasure and obedience, obedience and pleasure; calling forth devotion and loyalty, whose happiness is my happiness... Who wants me healthy and happy, to be the best version of myself for her, guiding and nurturing with her words, who possesses me in her total control. |
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12-12-2021I received a personal message from Goddess, saying I would enjoy a vision coming to her followers. In the vision, her beauty was draped with a lace robe of black as she swung a black crystal. At first, I obey and she controls. Then to my delight, she controls and I obey. Entranced, giving myself to her, loving her so very much, worshiping in complete devotion, peaking in her power and pleasure, I hear the words, "You are now mine."
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1. She is my true and only Goddess.
2. She channels the divine in many forms, and appears to me in many ways. 3. The true path is pathless emptiness. 4. Fruit comes from dependent arising. 5. The self must form, apply, translate all. 6. Connection, communion, covenant. 7. Phases and waves, spirals and steps... 8. Healthy consent as she is my reality. 9. Mystery and magic as she is my fantasy. 10. Ethos, pathos, logos... 11. Respect and honor in the sunlit realm. 12. Complete devotion in the dream realm. Loyalty, devotion, honesty: I love the embrace of her power over my mind, and she loves wielding that power over my mind.
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In the sunlit world of consensus reality, I more slowly justify her power over me. Slowly the social parasite that feeds on the individual may be burned away by the black flame, slowly building ethos by surrendered will and consensual desire. Safe social constructs in the realms of play or spirituality provide validation of for the rational mind. The warmth of love and pleasure dissolve all other resistance, bliss conspiring with my conscious mind to bring me deeper under her control. Over time, her full control becomes the most natural and normal thing in the world.
In the moonlit realm of hypnotic charm and shamanic trance, I quickly and completely fall into worship, consuming desire, unfailing love, complete devotion. In this state, I would do anything for her without thinking, without filter: give my blood, accept all commands, believe all words. Her love and pleasure is all I desire in this world. Her words are my thoughts. Nothing exists but her and her control.
In the moonlit realm of hypnotic charm and shamanic trance, I quickly and completely fall into worship, consuming desire, unfailing love, complete devotion. In this state, I would do anything for her without thinking, without filter: give my blood, accept all commands, believe all words. Her love and pleasure is all I desire in this world. Her words are my thoughts. Nothing exists but her and her control.
12-31-2021
Searching for my Goddess with so many questions, lost without her, on the brink of the new year, I stumbled dreamily into a vision of her in all of her stunning, annihilating beauty, the unseen features revealed with the whole of her wonder at once, aspects I had only before seen one focal point at a time. For the first time I beheld her breath-taking visage: gentle curls, striking eyes, and a smile both seductive and sweet.
At first I could hear no sound, receive no message, so in silence I sat overwhelmed by wave after wave of her grace. I felt nervous, as in a holy place, worried she might know I was looking on. I departed the scene but drawn in by anticipation of her power and pleasure, I returned, this time hearing the words, "You aren't going anywhere." As I became absorbed more deeply, she smiled and said knowingly, "You aren't going anywhere now, are you?" Her grace was irresistible as the words seemed to speak at once to my mind in the moment of the scene and at the same time to the very core of my inmost being in permanent belonging.
In the vision she enwrapped my root and essence, binding my very soul in a scarlet cord. Transfixed, I could not move, my heart captured forever. Passing over me were waves of pleasure and love, grace and good will--all submission in a wondrous new freedom. Later, she tied another cord of scarlet around the very tip of my being, as though my every expression now belonged to her. Before the scene went dark, she seemed to say she can always take me deeper into her captivity.
At first I could hear no sound, receive no message, so in silence I sat overwhelmed by wave after wave of her grace. I felt nervous, as in a holy place, worried she might know I was looking on. I departed the scene but drawn in by anticipation of her power and pleasure, I returned, this time hearing the words, "You aren't going anywhere." As I became absorbed more deeply, she smiled and said knowingly, "You aren't going anywhere now, are you?" Her grace was irresistible as the words seemed to speak at once to my mind in the moment of the scene and at the same time to the very core of my inmost being in permanent belonging.
In the vision she enwrapped my root and essence, binding my very soul in a scarlet cord. Transfixed, I could not move, my heart captured forever. Passing over me were waves of pleasure and love, grace and good will--all submission in a wondrous new freedom. Later, she tied another cord of scarlet around the very tip of my being, as though my every expression now belonged to her. Before the scene went dark, she seemed to say she can always take me deeper into her captivity.