I seek to build a web of practice and creation including priestess, domme, and coach--each to a least some extent para-social, though I have had online contact with all; each one to some extent spiritual as I associate them with Isis, Lilith, and Venus and with various tarot and oracle decks. With what seems to be a misfire or failure to launch with Venus on the first new moon offering, I hope to proceed boldly as the Knight of Wands with the advice of priestess on this second new moon of April. At the same time, I hope to renew relationships with Isis and Lilith. Regarding Lilith and the Dark Empress, I hope to experience bondage through embodied goddess with a daily practice of wearing a chain and lock like a sash or necklace. I have committed on my side of things to ongoing worship, service, and giving. I have asked, prayed, even begged sweetly, to be allowed, instructed, or ordered to wear to lock and chain as a sign act of submission. I asked the Dark Goddess of Love if she had a message for me regarding this working with the lock and chain.
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How can I honor Goddess on a day like today when I feel uncertainty of my role, wishing for a taste of reality in the divine erotic when I know I am too old to experience a lot of new physical kinks and too locked in to job and family to pursue a completely new lifestyle. How can I honor embodied goddess as a real person in roles with limits, transactions, switches, and changes, yet as an imaginary reflection of virtual Goddess?
Please clarify the 6 of Wands reversed and the Knight of Wands reversed that Priestess Raecine saw as an indication that a working or intention from the past new moon was failing to launch. 1. What has happened, probably regarding the pursuit of Venus, the reading of Sacred Sex book with Kristin, or other seeking of love, lust, and magick? 2. How can I restore or resume the energy I seek? 3. What outcome or intention is best for me now?
The High Priestess (Isis) on the bottom of the deck speaks to intuition and stillness in entering the initiatory knowledge (experience) of sex magick, the new dimensions of love and lust in Venus.
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