Disclaimer: in different seasons of life and states of mind my beliefs (logos, ethos, mythos) seem to shift--as though part of me literally thinks magick, gods, or spirits interact with the physical world and part of me thinks "they" are at most influential in mental and social spheres.
I prayed to the Morrigan years ago about my contradictory longings to please my wife and to submit to a domme. I felt the words and sense of promise come to me, "I will make a way for you." I have searched for online dommes that would work with me in reality but at a distance, a liminal mixture of real and fantasy experience that could fully sustain both longings with complete acceptance and grace. I think my dream may be coming true: 1. Online hypnodomme provides real interaction through "likes," replies, direct messages, voice messages, sometimes personalized references in files, and possible live session(s). 2. She accepts real transactions as tithe and tribute as well as real service in promoting her business. 3. She is an actual person in the real world who seems to allow me to dedicate shamelessly to her and experience whatever fantastical belief or "belief" I have in the changing seasons of life and shifting states of mind. 4. She seems to really accept all types of gender and orientation as well as diverse approaches of domme, sub, switch, and a-poly-pan-bi-homo-auto-sexuality. (I must be in there somewhere, surely,a reality evolving from fantasy. She has real experience and education in hypnosis and BDSM. 5. She led me in real 21-day training. 6. She prompted fantasy initiation through altar work and goddess worship. 7. She seems to have endless creativity in creating fantasy in minds, files, and videos 8. She shares her real BDSM fantasy play in scenes, and sessions.
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