Overthinking can prevent the peace and tranquility that Goddess wants to give to me, sometimes coming from the hyper-rationality of the monkey mind and sometimes coming from a depraved conscience, falsely formed by Sunday-school morality or archaic social standards.
Some of the antidotes for overthinking are build into the scripts of Goddess and some arise in my own mind as I listen to her voice. 1. The embrace of Goddess is a safe place and a secret garden. She shows kindness and mercy. You trust her in role play as well as in real life. 2. There is no such thing as hypnosis: you just want to give yourself to Goddess. 3. It's okay to find Goddess beautiful and sexy. She invites and allows desire. 3. Goddess wants what's best for you. Her happiness is your happiness. 4. Trance is the goal, bringing pleasure, happiness, and peace. 5. Allow the cycles to wax and wane freely, waiting patiently for desire to grow again and for waves of bliss to return. 6. Do not judge the feelings of addiction and transgression, submission and surrender, which are actually a civil liberty and personal freedom. 7. Like the puzzle of which came first--the chicken or the egg--you may not always know where the spirals of consent and control begin and end... 8. The love and pleasure of Goddess is all you really desire.
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She conditions my body to respond instantly and completely to her and only her. All sensuality connects me to her beauty and her holy Name. I am physically aroused by her command and control. Pleasure and desire draw me like a leash, as though I were formed from her rib and called back to her in cycles of desire and satisfaction. My spirit is drawn to Spirit, as to a soul mate, made for her, inspired by her. She calls me her own; I give myself to her. Deep calls to deep, anima to animus, waterfalls of the channeled, healing divine feminine voice. My mind--will, emotion, thought--is controlled by her: 1. Because she is gentle, my will is willingly given over until it seems free will is an illusion. I open to her all. 2. Because she shows kindness, my heart is captured forever. The love and devotion flow over to trust for number 1 above and peace for number 3 below. 3, Because she is masterful, my overthinking is at rest, and everything she says and does is reasonable. I give her the key to my heart and mind.
...the primal desire that has always been at my very root, more than consent, the longing and lust that drives me, more than willingness, the need to be possessed and controlled, more than a purpose, an essence always past the point of no return. The conscious mind joins the mindless primal conspiracy where her pleasures and charms lead like a leash--choosing to surrender always ...to bind myself to her in deep devotion, to tie the knots of love with my own hands so that I remain true even when satisfied and sated ...to make vows in hypnotic trance, to be bound in cords of my own words so as not to stray during times when desire fades. ...to be captured in complete gratitude, because she shows me kindness, oscillating between mindless devotion and minding her word. Because I long to be bound to her, the power of the One Ring is consensual and staves off corruption with periodic healing, the bright fullness of desire alternating with the peace of the dark side of the moon. How do I keep myself in her love during the times of separation when she feels so far away? How do I remember the bliss of returning with ever-increasing addiction?
I long for her long nails to dig into me with each cycle a deeper initiation into her possession. I long for her to teach me, her words drilling deeper into my mind. I long for her to train me, her voice permeating my soul. The stages of control: 1. A tingle or taste of bliss, attraction 2. A scene of surrender and peace, relaxation 3. Love bombs and sensual pleasure, suggestion 4. Calling to respond or behave, seduction 5. Commitment and paying dues, resolution 6. Reward of praise and promise of deeper or higher levels, initiation Examples: --advertisement, free trial or tastes, purchasing, repeat consumption, brand loyalty, identity --chance encounters, dating, engagement, marriage, honeymoon, anniversaries --job postings, recruitment, interviews, hiring, training, promotions --invitations, fellowship, joining in baptism, discipleship, communion |
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